it's weird-_-

huweeeee, well, indonesia lose with score 3-0 in this leg 1! those malaysian people of course jumped like a "monkey" in the same way that they forgot they gave laser to indonesian player football's eyes. and now THEY PROUD. so annoying that i want to.............AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i don't know what i want to do but i hate the way that they support their country.

Now, forget about AFF. i want to write in a calm situation. what i want to write right now?

heeeeem, this morning, i was walking around my complex. I walked slowly, took a breathe in a fresh air. So gratify. Actually, at the yesterday night i'm so confused about something. Many things.
NO. it's a lie. i do not have too many problem

(the truth is: i usually try to forget all problem that i have-_-)

And, i make a little song:

"i don't understand what i am thinking now~ I love him but that's not the everything~ Besides that, i want to enjoy my true life~ i really want to forget all about love~ but i caaaan't uouooo~ so, even that i can't forget about it, i'll try to not galauuuu~ uououo~"

And next i connected that song with "susiiiis~ uououo susiiis~". And i know i'm idiot. wakaoka.

And the center of this posting is:

"I really want to enjoy this life. I'm just a new high school student that don't know what the real life is. Not just education or love in this life that we just thinking about. There's many things. Eventhough actually many of senior high school student's mind full of their love story-_- maybe it's about 70%. we often were called "Anak2 masa labil" wkwkwk. but i have to know, one important thing. i love someone, but this love is not everything. it just an acessories of my life. be a free girl, not to take a lot part of love, not to always confused (galau) about it. and i'll know the life is more wonderfull if i do not think too much about it!"

so, i'll try to be a free girl who do not think about "love" too much hehe.