What we call this feeling?

when we beside him, we can't talk normally. when we in front of him, that's difficult to see his eyes. when we beside him, so scared to mention his name. and, we will say, "what is this? so makes me feel............i don't know what i'm feeling right now. what is this feeling?"

Sometimes we laugh because there's something that makes us so happy and we can't explain it well, but sometimes we cry with no reason. I feel there's something weird on me. i try to not too take a lot mind about it, but i can't. He's always in my............... oh i hate to say this (gue benci gombal) So, what i have to do now?

The answer is..... i don't have to do anything, right? "love will find its own way.". I don't have to try to have him besides me. at first, actually, sometimes i feel jealous if him with another girl. and i know i'm so stupid. now i find the real answer that i must trust to ---> just love him with the way that i love him. not love to have him. He loves me or not, i don't have to know. time will say to me the truth, won't it?