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well,i don't know what in my mind now.just a mixture all of the problem that i can't understand what. the one problem which really dark, that i think can't solve it.i try everytime everyday to forget it,but i can't.this problem which make my head full of it :

CAN I GET A REALLY FORGIVENESS FROM YOU WITH YOUR HONESTLY?

well,you tell me that you forgive me.but, your behavior SURE not look like that you have give me the forgiveness. i don't know what i have to show you my face like what. i really want to talk with you,once again,before we'll apart for maybe many years.not your voice to me,just your smile, i'll be really happy.